Yeah, see, that’s a complicated situation. Jackie and me talked about it a shit-load, and she gets it. It ain’t anybody else’s business, but if helps someone not screw up the way I did, then what the hell?
First thing you gotta know is that I didn’t cheat on Jackie. Cheating would’ve meant I intended to stay with Jackie after I fucked that nurse. I didn’t. I fucked that nurse as a way of breakin’ up with Jackie. It’s the one act I knew she wouldn’t forgive, man. It’s also the one act I knew would hurt her the most.
I thought she was cheatin’ on me with Kelso, and I couldn’t have her tryin’ to drag me back into a relationship, tellin’ me things I wanted to hear. She did that once, and it wasn’t happening again. So I fucked another chick so Jackie wouldn’t want me anymore.
I didn’t enjoy screwin’ that nurse. Kelso cheated on Jackie outta lust, and lust had nothin’ to do with what I did. Pain and fear and rage, that’s what fueled me. Thinkin’ I’d been betrayed by the only girl I loved—thinkin’ I’d lost her—sent me there.
Jackie and me … all the stuff we got together that ain’t sex— man, it makes screwin’ so much better. No other chick could give me that ‘cause no other chick is Jackie.